umm...I love you?

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 03:26:28 GMT

hm today was a wonderful day. only thing that made it kinda bad was no Tanner at lunch. or any band ppl. sigh. I love those kidds so muchh. so me and Sara had to entertain ourselves at lunch today. cant wait untill tomorrow night when I can see my loves on the Orangebowl. I'm Tivoing it so I can watch it as much as I want. then ah Thursday the band kidds come home! ee that excites me!

Blaire

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 18:38:35 GMT

Ok so 2004 is officially over. whoa now. i stole this from Dana:

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
-so many things....prolly got a job.

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
-no cause I dont even remember what mine was from last year, this year Iwill try to drink more water and less diet coke.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
-my cousin had a baby

4. Did anyone close to you die?
-Mr Mike

5. What countries did you visit?
- um does New York count?

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
-um a really good relationship with a boy w/o getting scared.

7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched in your memory, and why?
July 20...yeah its Claire's bday...but something else happened that day.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
-i guess going for Rally again and getting a bunch of leadership things to do

9. What was your biggest failure?
-being afraid of getting hurt so not trying.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
-many illnesses but no injuries.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
-my third digital camera....the best out of the three.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
-um no clue.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
-wont get into that.

14. Where did most of your money go?
-money and Sonic food

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
-August 10 (my 17th bday)

16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004?
-prolly the Early November EP...the whole cd.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? HAPPIER
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? much richer.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
-studied

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
-worrying.

20. How did you spend Christmas?
-with my family. quite boring.

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
-yeah. but i'm not getting into that.
if you dont know with which guy dont ask.

23. How many one-night stands?
-none

24. What was your favorite TV program?
-Fresh Prince of Bel Air or maybe What Not to Wear

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
-hahahh yeah. well I dont hate her. I "strongly dislike"

26. What was the best book you read?
-um I dunno....I read a lot this year when I had the time

27. What was/were your greatest musical discoveries?
um prolly the Early November. most of the other bands I like I knew about before

28. What did you want and get?
-ugh many things

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
-Meet the Fockers or THe Notebook...Ididnt go to the movies too often.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
-went to Deanos with myfriends minus the band ppl cause they had band camp. 17

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
-that I wouldnt have screwed up a relationship with this guy...

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
-um many bows in my hair, whatever I feel like being...dressed up or casual.

34. What kept you sane?
-my mom and my best friends.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
-prolly Ryan Gosling.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
-war in Iraq.

37. Who did you miss?
-people I used to be best friends with. but I made new ones so its ok.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
-ah def Tanner because I love him oh so much.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
-dont wait around for something...go get it as soon as you can.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
-"you do something to me that I cant explain so would i be out of line if i said i miss you?"
::Incubus::

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 16:53:34 GMT

hm so Christmas has passed and it was pretty good. got cds, music dvds (incubus and yellowcard), money, a light for the inside of my car, perfume, and a few other things. lots of giftcards too. so yesturday = church point. woo hoo. yeah so we went visit with my mom's best friend/my bro's nannie. it was cool. all the cousins remember me but I never have a clue who they are. I feel bad when they ask if I remember them oh well. then I went to soccer practice but it was over lol. so me and Krislyn decided we wanted cherry limeades. so me, Krislyn, Suzanne, Marshall, and Devin went to Sonic. fun fun. Then I came home and got ready and went to Krislyn's house. we went to the movies to see Meet the Fockers at 8 but it was sold out. so we hung at the Grand till 10:10 and Devin, Stoner, Marshall, and Lacey met up with us. it was a pretty good movie. first time I saw a movie in a while. then I came home. woo hoo.

Blaireeee

today = O'Charley's with the gang, work, soccer game!!

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 01:12:41 GMT

ok so last night I went to the soccer tournement with the boys. the ride over was ok. nothing too special. lost the first game. wrapped some ankles and I dont think they were too bad! hm then we went to Albertsons and yeah gave Mike a piggy back ride cause his knee hurt. hahah then went to the hotel and got an 11 pm curfew to be in our rooms. of course we didnt follow it but I was still scared to get caught. so we go into Jason/Wayne/Marshall/Andre's room and watched TV with everyone. I feel asleep in Marshall/Andres bed. then went into another room to watch TV. feel asleep in I think Jake W's bed. then came the room check :(. so me and Heidi went get our stuff out of the other room and went to ours. then we slept and in the morning we played LHS and won. then to another grocery store to get lunch. went back to the field and had fun on the bus till we played again but we lost. :( then we came home. waited with Stoner till his parents got there and we had a nice talk. never really talk to him like that so it was nice. overall the night was great and I def love those guys so freakin much. they make me laughhhhh. now the 2 weeks off finally begins. I have no plans for New Years so yeah....I need some. so holler.

Blaire

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 00:37:01 GMT

well this week is and will continue to be VERY stresful. I only got exempt from 2 midterms because ofdamn absenses. Fine Arts and Yearbook. wow. I made a B on English which made me soooo happyy. But even through all the stress I dont think I've laughed this hard in a while. So Sunday I got a voicemail from Seth....I kept it so everytime I feel stressed or sad I listen to it and I immediately smile. Then yesturday. wow. Me and Kris were walking after school in the hallway and this "nerd" walks by. poor thing. he had like the nerdy glasses, booksack all the way up, and his pants to his chest. So hes walking reallly fast. like power walking. and sees his Spanish teacher. and yeah he was like ::in a nerdy voice:: "Buenous Dias" (I take French so yeah it might be misspelled) wow. I laughed sooo hard. poor thing. I feel so bad. but it was so funny. Then we go to the training room for more tape for ankles and Stoner and Devin were in there. and Devins like quad I think had to be stretched. and hes getting it stretched out and hes obviously hurting. so he puts his hand out and says "hold my hand" to Stoner. wow that was sooooooo freaky funny. it always put a BIG smile on my fact. I hope my stories from this week make you smile also!

hm back to studying for Chemistry....

Blairesome.

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 00:21:17 GMT

hm so today was odd. I dunno I guess its my "female problems" that are getting to me but I felt really like emo today. mostly after school. it of course involes a boy (when does it not?) but I really need to just get over it. I'm almost happy with the way things are but I dont want to ruin it. I just need to sit down and talk to him. just me and him. dont know when that will happen but I hope soon.

it also envolves my friends. I just read Caroline's newest journal entry. I never realized how much I miss her. my weekends used to be like revolved around just her, now I cant even remember the last time I saw her. it sucks. I miss her so much.

I think I got a job for either Dom or Mike at TCBY. that would be so interesting working with either of them. man I can just imagine me and Mike punching each other as a customer walks in. hahah that would be GREAT.

Blaire

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 03:23:33 GMT

um today = no school for Blaire. went to Junior Leadership. fell asleep while the first guy talked and Lauren had to wake me up. Lauren started a new diet today and me and Jami laughed at her. we laughed everywhere we went. told everyone voce a quente. got bouncy balls. broke 2 computers. hm well it was really a great day because of those girls. LJL would suck w/o them. Then I went to soccer practice. Andre made me like cry I was laughing so hard. sha hes so quiet but when he talks I swear hes hilarious. after soccer I cam home and made cookies for my friends because I love them so much. I hope they like them.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUZANNEEE!!!! I remembered!!

Blaire

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 19:47:22 GMT

hm so this weekend has been really slow. not horrible. just slow and boring. Friday and Saturday night = work. how crappy. though the guy I really dont like working with put in his two weeks notice. so that made me happy for the evening. works really good though. now that its winter our customer count is way down so yeah visitors would be nice! I love my visitors esp Mike and Claire because they come ALL THE TIME. its so awesome cause my coworkers know their cars and that Claire gets cotton candy ice cream. whoa now. those are some GREAT friends right there. hahah hmmm.., after work today I plan on baking some cookies for my soccer boys/Tanner. the only thing i dont like about making cookies are the ppl who expect me to give them one or the ppl who just take one. and the ppl who I dontknow but stillask me for one. AND the ppl who never talk to me unless they want one. from now on the answer is no. yeah I'm trying to get mean just so ppl dont use me for things. well I have work at 2 so I better get some visitors dammit!!! heehee

Blaire

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 02:34:01 GMT

****past 48 hours****
01. cried: no
02. bought something: yes
03. gotten sick: yes
04. sang: hahah oh yes in the car with my Claire
05. eaten: yes
06. been kissed: no :/
07. felt stupid: yes
08. wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yes yes yes
09. met someone new: yeah like 4 ppl tonight
10. moved on: nope
11. talk to an ex: no
12. missed an ex: yes
13. talked to someone you have a crush on: hahah yepp
14. had a serious talk: as serious as I get
15. missed someone: yes
16. hugged someone: yes
17. fought with your parents: no
18. dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes :(
19. talked on the phone: yes

****personal****
01. who is your role model: my momma!

02. what are some of your pet peeves: people who are stupid

03. have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: oh my yes

04. have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes

05. do you have a "type" of person you always go after: hahah oh yes...there are 5 things that are part of my criteria. you can ask for them if you really wanna know

06. rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship

07. want someone you don't have right now: yes.

08. ever liked your best guy/girl friend: nope

09. do you want to get married: not too sure

10. do you want kids: not too sure

11. do you believe in psychics: nope

12. do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: hhaha does Pierre count?

13. are you happy with you: yes very.

14. are you happy with your life: oh my yes....I just wish one thing would be different.

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 02:58:03 GMT

ok so this week has been prolly the best ever. I spent it with the people I love a lot. mostly being boy soccer players but I'm not complaining. I got closer to people that had been just acquaintances such as Devin and Marshall. Though Devin can be quite mean (jokingly of course!!)...hes so fun just to chill with and to talk to. Also reacquainted myself with the infamous GANG! ah I adore those girls. They mean so much to me and I would DIE without them.

The soccer tournment went wonderfully. Except for somethings lol. my car died :(. The air conditioner belt thing broke so the whole car doesnt work. wtf? so for the time being...I have THE VOLVO! ah that thing goes so fast! woop woop. mud = not fun. soccer players make it so much better now though lol. also spending time with the wonderful Krislyn because I love her sooo much. Had work last night. Mike came by like 3 times because hes the best and he loves meeee. haha or he just likes the free ice cream lol. Marshall, Stoner, their friend Kyle, Claire, and Victoria also stopped by. so um much love to them. Today = work and driving around the mall area since it was closed.

ah I love my life and all of you. or most of you!

Blairee

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 06:37:38 GMT

this just seems appropriate for the moment....its from the movie Now and Then.

If you dont fall in love you cant get hurt. -Sam

Yeah but it sure is lonely all by yourself. -Roberta

yeah I did those from memory so if the quote is wrong sorry....I think you get what the quote is trying to say.

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 06:32:56 GMT

last night was fun....spent the evening with Devin, Marshall, and Ryan Hoe. Today was also fun. Spent the day with the gang..finally reunited with those wonderful girls. Then went shopping with Claire O and Devin. hahah I love shopping for boys. hahaha well shopping for clothes for boys. so then people came over tonight. it was sooo much fun. def have to do it again...maybe Friday or Saturday....

hm serious time...today my best friend got accepted to LSU. this was def an eye opener. high school is almost over. its so hard to believe but its true. I'm so used to being 15 min away from my best friend and I never get off my lazy ass to go visit her. now shes going to be more than an hour away. so scarey. I'm so proud of her though. Caroline I love you so much and miss you greatlyy!!!

Blaire

Ps...this confusion sucks so bad. I wish all my stress could just go away. I'm so confused.

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 03:11:13 GMT

what a wonderful evening....eh Claire? hahah yeah its so weird that I loved it so much since yeah I got home at 8 and it started out pretty bad. quite weird but it was sooo GREATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!

Blairee

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 16:13:49 GMT

ok so the break has been going soooo great. Friday = people came over after school, girls' soccer game (sooo boring), Buffalo Wild Wings, drive around with Robin (Chick Fil A and Marble Slab to see Seth and Wes...and to make a check for $0.96), Devins for a bit, home. Saturday = first time since like the summer that I have slept till I felt like waking up, work, out with Claire (mall and Brendans). Sunday = well as of now I'm watching Ferris Bueller's Day Off....later = church and work at 5. not too sure what else.

Blaire

Oh yeah....http://profiles.myspace.com/users/5797609
^^Myspace^^

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 22:32:17 GMT

hm events of yesturday = school was ok.....it would be so much better w/o the work part....I spent the afternoon with Brandon, Marshall, and Andre. Claire, Christie, and Jen came meet up with us for a while. hm it was in fact a wonderful afternoon. Then we went back to Comeaux to get ready for the game. I'm soo proud of my boys with both the JV and Varsity winning 1-0! I have two bruises on my legs. thank you Mike and Alex. After the game I went straight home cause yeah I left at 7 that morning and came home at 930 that night. Mom wasnt too happy :/ I also made a MySpace...I'll post the address for it on here later.

Today was also wonderful kinda. I got my report card. 4 A's and 4 B's. 2 of the Bs were in fact 91s (Chem and Algebra). grrrrr. I practiced being mean today! hahah Tanner! um went to the Young Republicans meeting after school. Then visited soccer practice but couldnt stay cause my mom wanted me home :(. tomorrow we have another game. 5:30 (JV) 7:00 (Varsity).....against LHS at Comeaux! COME!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to my dad and Andy (big 18!!) holla!

blairE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE!

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 05:00:04 GMT

wow I def needed a weekend like this one. Friday = out to eat with the STMers then off to Brendans with Friedman. was VERY fun. def love those guys. Saturday = soccer jamboree which was SO cold. then out with some hot soccer players! we went to Taco Bell (Kris, KC, Claire O, Laurie, Seth, Bryan, Jared, Logan, and Ryan...I think thats all including me) then to my house. the rents were at the UL game so we had the house ot ourselves. We watched part of Aladin then Shrek 2. Then work. Sunday = church, homework, work, and MICHAEL JOHN GUIDREY's 17TH BIRTHDAY. I LOVE THAT KID SO F'ING MUCH!!! I made part of his presents today and the other half is for tomorrow since I didnt have enough time to put it together today. sorry Mike! well I'm tired...so yeah its bed time for Blaire!!

Blairesome

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 04:06:10 GMT

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

August
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

whooaaa how freaky....almost all of that is true

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 23:56:13 GMT

today was a wonderful day.I dont think it could have gotten much better. thanks to all that made this day soooo great. yum.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBOO BOUTIN! I lurve you too too much!

holler gah.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 02:27:50 GMT

man...I'm so confused. I dont understand how I get extremely close to ppl, then they just drift away. yeah....shes prolly right...my thoughts are stupid and I'm prolly jealous of her. When she told me that today I swear I wanted to just sit in a corner and cry for hours on end. ugh I hate losing my best friends. It sucks so bad. I wish we could just talk, but its so hard now. I tried writing a note in French but as I was on the brink of tears I stopped and ripped the note up into shreads. The whole situation is just horrible...I wish things would go back to the way they were about a month ago. ::sigh:: Krislyn said it best, "I hate people."

hm but I think the O's are pretty much dead. we played the dating game in yearbook. batchelor (sp??) number one won I think. twas interesting in yearbook. most def.

this weekend will be awesome. Friday = off from work but get my paycheck and going out with Krislyn....hopefully this mean meeting the famous Tyler. cant wait cause he seems like a cool guy ;). Sat = soccer tourn. hm :). and work :(. but more money....

Blaire

life is so good

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 21:45:19 GMT

BUSH WON hollaaa that in itself makes me soo happy. Washington DC here I come!! ahh the Inaguration will be AMAZINGGG....

NEW CELL PHONE wow those of you who have witness the ghetto duct taped cell phone know why I am so excited about that...

Two main points that make me this happy.^^ then on top of that everything is back to normal. Theres finally a clear answer for the O's.....forget all of them. Though its still fun to talk in code....only new addition to the O's truly mean something to me.

hm I adore you all....

blaire elizabeth.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 00:56:21 GMT

hm going out to eat before homecoming was soo fun. the scary man with the baloons. Dom making me spill my water. soiree? hahah not shuare or saway. many laughs there. but then the dance sucked as most Como dances do. then off to after parties. went to the BFE for one and it was sooo boring. then met up with Krislyn and went to Drake and Brittney's. Still boring. So as we were leaving Drake walked us outside and we talked for a looonggg time. Got many mosquito bites but it was nice talking to him.

Haloween was ok....many laughs but I got hurt and a lady was mean to me cause I hit her side mirror. (ask for details cause I dont want to type it out) Still Tanner in a cheerleader outfit was very entertaining.

pictures when I find out how to get them off my camera and onto my computer....

tonight I'm staying home and watching movies. currently its Austin Powers. next is Pieces of April.

Blaire

Homecoming!!

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 13:16:15 GMT

So this week has been Homecoming and its been sooo great. I dressed up at school all days except 50s Day cause I didnt have anything. Tuesday I was a cowgirlish kinda..I just wanted to wear jeans. Wed = didnt dress up. Thurs = wore one of Mike's bright orange soccer jerseys. And Friday was Sprit Day....HOW BOUT DEM JUNIORS! We actually won like 3 things this year at the pep rally!! So after school me and KC came back over here and waited for everyone to get here. Everyone came and we ate then made signs. Me and KC made one that said, "BLAIRE & KC ::insert heart:: the BAND!!" I think they liked it! woo. then Dustin V came over and we went to Wal Mart to get paint brushes. Wow that damn lady at the self checkout pissed me off!! So then we went to TCBY so I could get my pay check and make everyone stuff. I really couldnt stop laughing cause Dustin kept making jokes. Then we came back here and painted Matt and Dustin's chests. WOW is all I have to say about that. Funny stuff. So then we went to the game. Wow Spartans thanks for losing our Homecoming. But def good job to Trae for that touchdown!! So after the game we drove around and finally decided to eat at Taco Bell. I let Mike drive my car for a bit...kinda scarey I know. Then um we just drove around. Over all I loved the night last night. I just wish we could have won our Homecoming game. Oh well....next year.

Blaire

tonight = Homecoming with Mike P and KC....my dates ;)

song time.....

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 17:47:54 GMT

I take a ride to the other side
cause it feels so nice just to drive and drive and drive.
I'de make amends for the other night
if you'de be here with me holding me tight.
Is this the chance when we fly away?
Cause I need to know if I'm coming back,
I push and pull just to get what I want.
In the end I should know that you bring it all to me.

Reach out, you can go overboard if you want to.
In and out, don't lose control, don't lose control.
Just don't take it back.

And I get so close, but I runaway, I runaway.
Things I fear the most, keep me here to stay, but anyway...

Can we try for right now, free of doubt.
If you give me the chance I could try and figure out.
I'm kind of scared because I don't know how.
But I'm watching the close calls and catching my breath now.
There could be time when I'de fly away.
But you need to know that I'm coming back.
Don't want to push and pull anymore,
just to get what I want, when you bring it all to me.

You said you always wanted someone to tell you it's OK.
Well, I guess it's my chance to tell everyone everything.

Can we talk about this?
Give me the chance and we'll fly away.
Can we walk around this?
Give me the chance and we'll fly away.

bored....

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 03:41:27 GMT

yes I am very bored and not tired at all so I will quickly update with the weekend. Friday I had mucho fun with Krislyn and Sara. We went to get Haloween costumes and me and Kris were pink fluffy hatted police officers and Sara was just a police officer with a boring police officer hat! So then Sara left and me and Kris went to meet Amy and Jessica get stuff to make shirts for the HC game and alas there were no navy shirts that werent like XXXXXL. um then me and Krislyn came over here and chilled. Then I got so tired so I stayed home and slept and rested up for Saturday. So Sat began with dancing class. Ms Carol (the owner) was teaching and I was so nervous that she would tell me I'm bad. But she did not and I was happy. Then off to work where there was oober drama that I was not in muahaha. Then um to my house to get ready for Jami's party. yeah it was def a bunch of cowboys and I def felt like so out of place. Then me and Krislyn went to Sonic with the pink hats on and got cherry limeades. YUM. Then off to Toys. yeah didnt have money to get in so we stayed outside. Went to Toys R Us for a while. Went back and had many adventures. Then Sonic. it was really fun but something happened that I cant mention on here but Krislyn knows EXACTLY what I'm talking about. We are sad togetherrrr. I lurve Krislyn and I'm soo happy we are getting closer.

Tomorrow = doc appointment and boys soccer practice holla....

I really wanna go to Doms thing tonight but my parents wont let..not sure why...prolly cause I have a doc appointment tomorrow :(

why do I let this bug me....its been two years. I really need to get over it but I cant. TWO YEARSSSSSS. (you can ask if you dont know what I'm tlaking about...I might not tell you though)

Claire Elizabeth Friedman needs to get better NOW. Mono is not my friend....CLAIRE IS.

~Blaire~

PS= I need to remember this..I owe Mike $3, Josh $1 and Sara $1.

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 00:46:06 GMT

ok so today was just great. went to Psy. and laughed a lot. found out the latest gossip and yeah it made me laugh. became one of the managers for boys soccer along with Krislyn and Suzanne. cant wait. this is should be sooo fun. hot soccer players + two of my best friends = FUN. my duties include getting water, running after balls (heehee), wrapping ankles, playing with the first aid kit, and anything else that is needed. Between 1st and 2nd hour = my favorite part of the day. then off to Fine Arts Survey. yeah I hate that class. then to lunch then English then American History. hm then to learn to tape ankles. rather watch Terry tape football player's ankles. hm then came home to find out I have a docter's appointment but the good thing is that they just are doing easy tests. Then came the phone call I have been waiting for....DEVCO COMPUTERS. yes I recived a BRAND NEW COMPUTER. its SOOO fast and I can finally play the Sims 2 which is SO FUN. hm good day.

blairE